"Rowan… enough…" Rowan heard Arabella's moan as he chuckled and moved away from her neck. He sighed and looked at Arabella who was lying beneath him with a shy expression on her face. He couldn't help but smile looking at her. She pouted and looked away from him shyly before placing both her hands against his chest.

"You asked for this" moving his face closer to her again, he muttered. Arabella stared at his eyes and bit her lower lip before wrapping her arms around his neck making Rowan's heartbeat go crazy. He stared at her as his mind unknowingly started to admire her beauty. She was gorgeous and she was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen.


Arabella's hair was scattered on the pillow and the straps of her dress had fallen down through her shoulders giving him a perfect view of her creamy while collarbones and neck. Her lips were red from his insane kisses and they were parted seductively. Then her breasts were about to burst out from the dress and he could see her hardened nipples through the thin satin dress. He watched her for a while and chuckled before moving away from her body.

"Let's go out for dinner?" Rowan asked as he got up from the bed and grabbed his shirt before wearing it. While buttoning his shirt, he looked at Arabella who was looking at him with wide eyes. He didn't know why she was looking at him like that. Letting out a deep sigh, he sat on the bed again and pulled her to him. Kissing her forehead, he stroked her silky hair before speaking.

"It's okay if you don't want.." she said but Arabella stopped him by shaking her head. She watched him for a while with a beautiful smile on her face. Then she simply pecked on his lips before getting up from the bed.


"Taking me for a dinner date?" while walking towards the washroom, she looked back at him and asked. Rowan smiled at her and nodded as she playfully winked at him and entered the washroom. He stared at the closed door of the washroom and let out a deep sigh. Lowering his head, he looked at his hands.

It's been two weeks since Arabella had moved to live with him. Ever since she came here, he felt that his whole life was brightened up by her. She was just a fucking light to his life. Looking at his hands, he recalled for the past two weeks how many times he had touched her body. She even slept on the same bed as him.


So as a man, he had so many desires. He touched her as if she was completely his but he knew the fact that she's here to be with him because she wanted to forget and let go of the man she loved. Remembering it, a painful smile appeared on his face. He doesn't mind it. He always wanted to be with her like that so he won't mind her using him to forget Lucien.

She never dodged his touch, she just simply let him touch her. Her breasts, her body, her belly and everything. She let him but he didn't touch her like his inner self wanted to do. If he had touched her body, it was just simply her upper body. He never moved his hands or his attention to other parts of her body.

Time was passing, his mind was a mess and he was scared. Everyday that he passed, every morning he woke up welcoming a new day, his heartbeat increased with horror. Two months… It will be two months but he had no idea how to let go of her. He was finding a solution for her but yet he didn't get any. But that doesn't mean that he was ready to give up, he was going to make her alive at any costs.

"Rowan… take a shower" He was pulled back from his thoughts by Arabella's voice. He raised his head and looked at Arabella who was wrapping the towel around her while her eyes were looking at him with a worried expression. Smiling at her, he got up from the bed and walked towards her.

Gazing at her gorgeous face, he just simply pushed her against the nearest wall before pressing his lips against hers. He kissed her passionately a few minutes ago but yet he was craving for her soft lips. He loved kissing her. Pressing his body against hers, he deepened the kiss as he bit her lower lip gently wanting her to open her mouth for his tongue.

"Mmmph.." a moan escaped from her. She placed her hands against his firm chest and slowly moved them upwards as she wrapped them around his neck while kissing him back. After kissing her for a while, Rowan broke the kiss and looked at her. Arabella breathed heavily and waited for a while as she looked at him.

"What's wrong Rowan?" she asked him with a worried look. Shaking his head, Rowan moved away from her. With a smile, he kissed her forehead and walked towards the washroom knowing that she was confused by his sudden kiss. Closing the door behind him, he took off his clothes before walking under the shower.

He turned on the shower and set the cold water before letting out a deep sigh. He just let the cold water wash his pain. He was in pain because of Arabella. He didn't spend a second without thinking about her. Especially thinking about how to cure her. He swore to himself that he was not letting her die but he didn't know how to do this.

He sighed and shook his thoughts away before taking a shower quickly. Then after he was done, he walked out of the room and saw Arabella was wearing her shoes. He saw that she was wearing a beautiful dress but just because she was bending down, he couldn't see. He subconsciously smiled and walked into the dressing room as he grabbed a pair of black pants along with a black shirt. He changed into his clothes and walked out of the dressing room. Then he saw Arabella who was waiting for him. Seeing him, she smiled.

"Gorgeous" he smiled looking at her from head to toe. She was really gorgeous. She was wearing a long floral dress with black and off while mixed. The dress had thin straps and the skirt was split open while revealing her creamy white leg. Rowan admired her beauty and walked towards her before wrapping his arm around her slim waist and pulling her to him.

"Why are you so gorgeous?" moving his face against her neck, he kissed her. He nibbled the skin of her neck for a while and stopped. Looking at Arabella's face, he chuckled seeing that she was pressing her lips together. He knew that it was because he kissed her neck without even thinking about anything.

"You look so so so handsome Rowan" she smiled at him and pecked on his lips. Rowan's heart filled with love for her. Without uttering a word, he smiled at her and took her hand before walking out of the room and then he went out of the house after looking at the time. It was almost seven in the evening. Then he went with her to the hotel and entered. Then he walked towards the elevator with her.

"Have you been here before?" Rowan looked at Arabella and asked. She looked at him innocently and shook her head. He smiled and wrapped his arm around her waist. He couldn't believe that Lucien hadn't taken her here. Because this was the best place to dine at night.

"Doesn't matter. You're here now" taking her to the highest floor of the building he smiled at her. Arabella stared at his eyes for a while and lowered her head without telling anything. His heart clenched as she did that, he cursed under his breath thinking that she was upset because of him.

"Thank you." hearing her low voice, he sighed in relief as they entered the dining hall. Leading her towards the table he booked for them, he pulled the chair out for her. Then she sat on the chair with a smile on her face as he also sat beside her.