Lucien watched the way Arabella and Rowan walked away with clenching jaws. His heart was hammering against his chest. He remembered last night how Arabella resisted his touch and to be with him. She just simply didn't want him to touch her but look at her now, already with Rowan. Watching the sunrise together means that they have been together since dawn. He didn't know what happened between them and he just simply hated the fact that they were together.

She looked so fucking unbothered even after seeing him with Milena. She was not like before. If she was like before, she would just lower her head and go away with painful eyes but now she is not like that. She just simply looked at them and talked before walking away with Rowan. She was acting as if he was nothing to her.


"Lucien…" he was pulled back from his thoughts after hearing Milena's voice, he lowered his head and looked at her. Seeing that she was looking at him with her innocent eyes, his heart softened and he forced himself not to think about Arabella anymore.

"Shall we also watch the sunrise together?" she asked him. He stared at her for a while and looked away before looking at the direction where Arabella and Rowan left. Milena asked him to watch the sunrise with her but why does he feel like he doesn't want to do it with Milena? He wanted to watch it with Arabella.

His heart tightened with that thought and he just simply let out a deep sigh and looked at Milena before nodding at her. Then she smiled at him and kissed his cheek. Lucien's heart was a mess, he didn't know what was inside of his heart. He wanted Arabella to come after him just like she did for two years and at the same time he didn't want her. He just simply wanted to see her suffering.


"Milena you should go home now" he muttered looking at her. Then Milena's face turned strange. She watched him for a while and bit her lower lip innocently before lowering her head. Seeing her expression, Lucien clenched his jaws.

"Lucien… you forgot? We came here to try my wedding dress" her broken voice stabbed his heart. He cursed under his breath not knowing how to react! He really forgot the main thing he came here with her. After seeing Arabella his mind went so fucking away from Milena. He just simply forgot why he took Milena out today.


"I didn't forget it, Milena.. I was thinking about going in the evening. What do you think?" he asked her. His voice was nervous. As he said that, she looked at him and sighed before moving away from his body.

"Alright Lucien." with a small smile on her face, she muttered. Seeing the way she said that, his heart tightened. It was obvious that she was so upset after hearing him. She came out of the house with a big smile on her face, she wanted to select the most beautiful wedding dress.

Remembering her happy face, Lucien sighed and wrapped his arm around her waist before pulling her to him. Then he kissed her forehead and smiled at her. Milena looked at him with a small smile on her lips which let Lucien think that she was still upset. Ignoring his unknown feelings about Arabella, he decided to go and select the dress with her.

"Let's go. Let's get you the best wedding dress" he said. A smile appeared on Milena's face and she just simply smiled at Lucien with a nod. She looked so happy after hearing him. Smiling at her, Lucien walked, taking her hand. As he walked away, his wolf let out a small whine. He turned and looked at the direction where Arabella and Rowan left as his jaws subconsciously clenched.

Ignoring his wolf and his feelings, he went towards a shop which had wedding gowns and party gowns. Entering the shop, he unwrapped his arm from Milena's waist as he walked towards the elevator. Then he entered it as Milena also entered. Arriving at the floor which has wedding gowns, they walked towards the hall.

As Lucien entered the hall which had countless wedding gowns, he suddenly remembered something. He watched the white wedding gowns and lowered his head. He couldn't help but recall Arabella. He remembered that she wanted to wear a wedding gown with pearls. Even though he couldn't remember why she wanted to wear a dress like that, he remembered her saying it to him with a bright smile on her face. But soon her face disappeared from his mind as he felt a sudden headache.

"Lucien, what's wrong?" he heard Milena's voice and he raised his head. Looking at her, he forcefully smiled and shook his head before letting out a deep sigh. After a while, the headache slowly faded and he sighed in relief.

"Select one." he smiled at Milena and caressed her face. She giggled looking at him and nodded before walking towards the wedding gowns. He watched the way she looked at gowns and touched them with a small smile on her lips.

Seeing that she was happy, his heart softened. But he felt guilty, he just felt guilty because he was thinking about Arabella when he was with her. That shouldn't happen and that shouldn't be. Because Milena was the woman that the moon goddess chose for him and not Arabella. Walking towards the sofa, Lucien sat on it as he watched Milena.

Soon a woman came and helped Milena with choosing her dress. Lucien's eyes didn't move away from Milena. He kept looking at her. His mind was showing him something strange and he just remembered the shadow he saw last night.

It was just like Milena. And his mind started to recall how disgusting she looked but soon that memory-like feeling disappeared from his mind. His heart clenched with that thought. He didn't want to think about Milena like that and he just simply didn't want to. So he forcefully shook his thoughts away and moved his eyes away from Milena.

As he moved his eyes, his attention was suddenly caught by a dress which was hanging away from those wedding gowns. He subconsciously stood up from the sofa and stepped towards it as he looked at the dress. The dress was off white, the body of the dress was designed with pearls and silver color rhinestones while the skirt also had some pearls on it. The dress was just simply gorgeous.

Raising his arm, he slowly touched the skirt of the dress as his mind started to show him Arabella's pictures. He imagined her wearing this dress, with her creamy white skin and her curvaceous body, he couldn't help but clenched his jaws with his thoughts. He could swear that she would be fucking gorgeous if she wore this dress.

But how come? She will never wear a wedding dress for him and he will never make her his bride. Hurt flashed across his eyes and his heart also filled with pain with that thought. He sighed and shook his thoughts away and at the same time, he felt someone was wrapping an arm around him.

He looked and saw it was Milena, she smiled at him and looked at the dress for a while before touching it. Lucien carefully watched her face thinking that she would like that dress but her face didn't show any interest towards the dress. She just watched it and sighed before looking at him.

"I got a dress, shall I wear it for you?" she asked him. Lucien smiled and nodded at her as she giggled and jogged away taking the dress she selected for herself. After she left, Lucien's eyes again fell on the dress with pearls. Gazing at it for a while, he let out a deep sigh before walking away and sitting on the sofa which he was sitting on earlier.

Then he waited for Milena to come and show him her dress. After some time, Milena came out of the room she entered earlier wearing a dress. Lucien looked at her and suddenly his heart was covered with displeasure. He didn't find the dress to be pretty, it was just simply too much and crazy.

Her body was exposing and the dress was just simply her legs, breasts and her back. He couldn't even think about the dress as a wedding gown. Watching the dress for a while, he looked at Milena. Then he found that she was just so fucking satisfied with the dress and she was just happy. Not wanting to ruin her happiness, he smiled at her forcefully.

"Do you like it, Lucien?" she asked. Betraying his own feelings, he smiled at her and nodded showing her that he likes the dress but deep inside of his heart, he was just disgusted by the dress.

He wanted her to wear something gorgeous. Just an elegant wedding dress, she's becoming the luna and she must be elegant and gorgeous on that day. He wanted to see her as a queen on that day, simply just not like this.