AMELIA’S P.O.V

I hesitated before shutting it. I knew Kaden would never hurt me, I trusted him more than I trusted a lot of people but that did not take away from the fact that Kaden was a natural predator and this was his house. It was like throwing a lamb into the lion’s den and hoping that because the lamb had only eaten goats before, it wouldn’t hurt the lamb.


Despite my heart pounding violently in my chest, I allowed the door click shut. Kaden’s house was amazing with pure white sofas and marble tables. There were small flowers on the windowsills and I noticed the house had a feminine touch to it. Jealousy burned in my chest as I remembered that Lucy lived here too.

My eyes finally found Kaden and he was seated on one of the couches with a bottle of whiskey in his hands. He had barely taken anything from it but it was opened. I wasn’t ready to face him so instead, I turned and went into the kitchen. I searched until I found a broom and made my way over to the shattered glass and began to clean it up.

I could feel Kaden’s eyes on me the entire time and I knew he was watching me but I kept my composure and focused on clearing the ground. Once I was done cleaning it up, my heartbeat had slowed down by a fraction and I was finally able to face Kaden. He still hadn’t moved from his spot on the couch and I found his self control incredible.


I walked over to him and gently plucked the whiskey bottle out of his hands. I was shocked when he let me and I mentally praised myself for the small victory. I placed it on the marble table and took the seat next to him.

“I never took you for the whiskey type,” I mused trying to elicit some kind of reaction from him but he didn’t move. “Do you want to tell me what happened? Caleb told me that you got into a fight and threw Lucy out of the-”


“Do not say her name,” his voice was a gruff warning and my voice immediately caught. “She was annoying and I needed to handle her as soon as possible. It is something I should have gone a very long time ago. It was my fault for allowing it to breed and fester for this long.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I kept my voice soft as I spoke. “Is this about what happened earlier with Blake?”

His eyes were sharp as he turned to me. “It’s almost like you are begging me to go over there and kill the boy but by all means keep mentioning his name, let’s see how well it ends for him.”

“Kaden, you’re being unreasonable. There is nothing going on between Blake and I. We have no connection and I feel nothing for him.”

They weren’t lies, they were half truths and I just hoped that Kaden was drunk or angry enough to not realize the difference. The last thing anyone needed was for him to flip out in the middle of his anger. He hadn’t done much but I knew that he had the capacity to do so much more.

“Do you promise that there is nothing?” he asked and I nodded hoping the goddess would forgive me for my lie.

“There is nothing but Kaden, you have no right to be pissed off at me over Blake when you have Lucy,” he fell silent at my words and he ran his thumb over his bottom lip. I began to think I had crossed the line by bringing her up when he suddenly stood to his feet.

“Come with me.”

He didn’t wait to see if I was following but I had no intentions of waiting behind. I had to jog in order to keep up with his long steps as he climbed up the stairs. He led me towards a pair of double doors and he pushed it open. Judging by the scent, it was his room. It was simple and minimalistic but large enough to fit at least two of mine instead.

I followed him inside towards another pair of double doors that I realized led to a walk in closet. I watched as he pulled out a drawer and when I saw the contents, my mouth fell open. There were clothes inside but they were all mine. There were some scrunchies and hair ties as well. It was like a memorial of me.

“How did you get these?” I asked as I moved forward to be sure I was seeing correctly. It didn’t matter how much I blinked or wiped at my eyes, they didn’t disappear. “Did you take them from me?”

He nodded. “I never left your room without taking something. I couldn’t bear to be away from you. Your scent drives me crazy and it keeps me sane at the same fucking time. Do you want to know why you don’t have to worry about Lucy? It is because of this. It is because she will never compare or amount to a piece of what you mean to me.”

I should have been freaked out. I should have ran for the hills but my legs remained rooted to the ground. Some would have found it weird or alarming but I found it endearing that he was willing to go to such lengths for me, that he was willing to keep a piece of me with him at all times.

“Do you mean that?” I asked him and he nodded.

I walked up to him, leaned up on my toes and pressed my lips to his. He wasted no time in pulling me flush against his body and deepening the kiss. One hand tangled itself into my hair while the other remained anchored at my waist. He tasted like whiskey and himself and although I never liked the taste of alcohol, there was something about it on him that threatened to drag me into oblivion.

He walked us out of the closet and into the room. I didn’t even realize when we got to the room until my knees hit the back of the bed and I pulled back. I was breathing heavy and he was staring down at me like he wanted to devour me. My cheeks heated but there was something I wanted to do first. I overheard Brittany and her friends talking about it one time and I always thought it sounded weird but now I wanted to try it.

Kaden allowed me to turn us around and I pushed on his shoulders until he sat on the bed. I went on my knees in front of him and I saw his nostrils flare. The bulge in his pants was intimidating but I was determined to see through my decision. I reached forward to undo the buckle but Kaden grabbed my hands.

“You don’t have to do this,” he told me through gritted teeth. “I don’t need you to do this for me. I want you and I want to be inside of you so bad.”

“I want to do this,” I responded and he let out a sigh but released my hands.

My fingers shook as I worked on his belt and buttons. He lifted his hips long enough for me to drag his jeans and boxers down his body. My eyes widened and my throat dried as I took in his incredible size. There was no way he was going to fit in my mouth and much less inside of me. He was long and thick with a bead of moisture already leaking at the head. Faced with it, I had no idea of what to do and my confidence fumbled.

Kaden reached out to stroke my cheek and lifted my head until I was looking at him. “Do you want me to guide you?”

I nodded instantly. He let out a heavy breath through his nose. The muscles at his hands were bunched and I knew it was taking all of his self control to be patient with me. I was so grateful for that because I would have run for the hills otherwise. He kept one hand on my cheek while the other guided my hand to his dick. I had barely touched it when it jerked against my grip.

“You can’t take in all of it,” he said repeating what I already knew. “You don’t need to take in all of it. I just want you to know that there is nothing you will do that won’t give me pleasure. Just thinking about this has me almost coming in your hands like a fucking school boy.”

I inhaled sharply at his crude words. I knew he cursed but this was something else.

“Just take it in your mouth, as much as you can and shield your teeth,” I wrapped both hands around his base and did as he instructed. He inhaled sharply as I took him in and when he hit the back of my throat I gagged. “Relax your throat, baby, just take what you can and let your hands work the rest. Do whatever comes to you.”

I tried to calm my racing heart as I took him in and out of my mouth. I ran my tongue over the sides of him and swirled it over the tip. I had no idea what I was doing but judging by the sharp intake of breath and the way he gripped my hair, I assumed I was doing alright. I worked my hand up and down the rest of him which was more than half of him as I sucked him deep into my mouth.

I got lost in the feeling, enjoying the way he gripped me like he never wanted to let go and the way his hips would occasionally buck like he was holding himself back. His grunts were like music to my ears and I felt myself growing impossibly wetter with each passing second. I sucked him deep and I felt him swell inside of my mouth.

“That’s enough,” he growled as he pulled me away. he pulled me into his lap and claimed my lips.

I was confused as to why he stopped me just before his orgasm but when he pulled back I got my answer.

“I’m not cuming until I am buried deep inside of you and you are screaming my name, do you understand?” he asked and I nodded. “Now, I don’t want to pressure you into anything so I’ll give you some options that you will choose from,” I nodded but he shook his head. “I want your words.”

“Yes.”

“Good, I have three options. One, I can fuck you with my fingers again and get you off then we sleep. Tow, I can go into the bathroom and take care of myself then we sleep. Three, I can give you everything you didn’t know you needed and fill you with my cock. The choice is yours.”