"It's too late." I turned away, but Ethan followed.
"Sophia, please, just hear me out—"
"I don't want to hear it."
"That's my baby, isn't it?" He stepped in front of me, blocking my path. "Tell me the truth."
"Why?" I glared at him. "So you can take my baby away? Just like your mother threatened?"
"No!" His voice cracked with desperation. "I want to make things right. I want to take care of you both. I want to… be a father."
I laughed coldly. "Ethan Sterling wants to be a father? The man who treated marriage like a merger? The CEO who screwed his subordinate behind his wife's back? You think you deserve that privilege?"
"I know I don't deserve it." His voice trembled. "I made unforgivable mistakes. I hurt you. Betrayed you. But that child… that innocent baby shouldn't grow up without a father because of my failures."
"The baby won't lose a father," I said coldly, "because it never had one. You don't deserve to be a parent. You'd only teach my child how to lie, how to betray, how to destroy people who love you."
"No…"
"Get out of my way, Ethan." I shoved past him. "Or I swear I'll call the police."
He didn't try to stop me. He just stood there, looking lost and broken. I didn't look back—couldn't risk it. One glance might weaken my resolve, and I couldn't afford that. For my baby's sake, for my own, I had to remain strong.
***
But the next day, my world shattered. I was in a company meeting, discussing financing for a new project, when a searing pain knifed through my abdomen—sharp, tearing, unbearable.
"Sophia?" Michael's voice seemed to come from miles away. "Are you okay?"
"I…" I looked down to see bright red blood spreading across my chair.
"Oh my God!" Someone screamed. "Call an ambulance! Now!"
My vision swam. But I could feel it happening—that precious life slipping away from me.
"No…" I clutched Michael's hand desperately. "Don't let me lose my baby… please…"
"I won't." He lifted me into his arms. "I swear we'll save your baby."
But deep down, from the moment that first pain struck, I knew it was already too late.
***
Hospital. Outside the emergency room. Michael spoke with the doctor while I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling—white, blank, empty. Just like my heart.
"Miss Morrison." The doctor approached, her face solemn. "I'm so very sorry."
I closed my eyes, unable to face the words. "The baby…"
"We did everything possible, but the placental abruption was severe. The bleeding was too extensive. We couldn't…"
I couldn't bear to hear more, just shook my head in silent denial.
"I'm sorry," she said gently. "Truly, deeply sorry."
She left me alone in that sterile room. My hand drifted to my now-empty abdomen, where just hours ago, a life had been growing. My baby. I never got to see that tiny face, never got to whisper how much I loved them. Now, gone forever.
"Sophia…" Michael took my hand in his. "I'm here. I'm not going anywhere."
But I couldn't speak, couldn't even cry properly. My tears had run dry, and my heart had turned to ash.
***
Three days later, they discharged me. Michael drove me home in silence. What was there to say?
At the apartment, I went straight to the nursery—the room I'd begun preparing. Soft yellow walls, a small crib, unopened packages of toys. I sat beside the crib clutching a teddy bear, wondering: If my baby had lived, what would they have been like? Ethan's eyes or mine? Would they have smiled easily? Would I have heard them call me "Mommy"?
Questions I would never have answers to.
The doorbell rang. Michael answered. Then came raised voices.
"I need to see her!" That voice—Ethan.
"She doesn't want to see you." Michael's voice was ice.
"Please, just five minutes—"
"Get out."
"You're the reason she lost the baby! You have no right to be here!"
The world seemed to stop. Then came Ethan's voice, broken and disbelieving. "What… what did you say?"
"The baby." Michael's voice was razor-sharp. "She miscarried three days ago. Your harassment at the supermarket caused so much stress it triggered placental abruption. So get the hell out. You've already destroyed her once. Don't come back for round two."
The door slammed. I heard something—or someone—collapse outside, followed by the sound of a grown man sobbing.
But I felt no satisfaction, no vindication. Only emptiness. His pain, however great, couldn't bring back what I'd lost.
***
A week later, a letter arrived via courier. Sender: Ethan Sterling. I stared at it for hours before finally tearing it open.
"Sophia, Words fail me. 'Sorry' doesn't begin to cover it. I've destroyed everything—our marriage, your trust, and now our child. I don't ask forgiveness; I don't deserve it. I just need you to know that what I said at the supermarket was true. I did call off the engagement with Vivian after realizing I'd lost the only thing that ever mattered—you. Vivian was just… an escape. I was terrified of admitting I loved you because love makes you vulnerable, makes you hurt. So I hid behind indifference, buried myself in work, used another woman to prove I didn't need you. I was wrong. I do need you. I love you. I've always loved you, but realized it too late. Now, because of my cowardice, we've lost our child—a child I'll never know, a regret I can never erase. I won't trouble you again. I just needed to say I'm sorry. Sorry I hurt you. Sorry I cost us our child. Sorry I failed as a husband and father. Always, Ethan"
After reading it, I tore the letter to shreds and dropped them in the trash. His words came too late—three years too late, one precious life too late. I didn't need his apology. I needed time, space, and the chance to forget he ever existed.