The Hayes Foundation gala became a masterclass in navigating treacherous waters. I created an event that perfectly balanced innovation with tradition, showcasing the foundation's commitment to arts education while subtly elevating its status among New York's philanthropic institutions. Every detail reflected careful consideration—from the student artwork displays that impressed donors to the interactive elements that generated social media buzz.
Victoria Hayes watched me throughout the evening, her assessment never ceasing. I caught her noting which board members sought me out for conversation, which donors complimented my work directly, how effortlessly I moved between different social circles. I was being evaluated not just on the event's success but on my potential value to the Hayes family interests.
"You've exceeded expectations," she told me as the evening concluded, her tone suggesting this was unusual. "The board is quite impressed."
"I'm glad the foundation's work was highlighted effectively," I replied, deflecting praise to the organization rather than accepting it personally—a subtle rejection of her approval that I knew she would notice.
"Indeed." Her smile didn't reach her eyes. "Richard and I are hosting a small dinner next weekend at our home in the Hamptons. Just family and a few close friends. We'd like you to join us."
The invitation marked a significant escalation—in my previous life, entry to the Hayes' private Hamptons residence had come only after months of dating Ethan. This accelerated timeline suggested Victoria had made a decision about my potential role in their world.
"That's very kind," I said carefully. "Unfortunately, I have a prior commitment with the Blackwood Hotel—a planning retreat for their winter event series."
Her expression cooled slightly at the mention of James. "I see. Perhaps another time, then."
"I'd like that," I lied smoothly.
As she walked away, Ethan approached, looking particularly handsome in his tuxedo. "You've impressed my mother," he said, handing me a glass of champagne. "That's not easily done."
"I wasn't aware that was my objective," I replied, accepting the glass but not drinking.
He laughed. "Everything impresses my mother—from the flowers you selected to how you handled Senator Mitchell's wife when she complained about the seating. She notices everything."
"As do I," I said pointedly.
His smile widened. "Which is why we'd make such an excellent team, Olivia. Your perception, my connections—we could be unstoppable."
The echo of my previous life—where I'd found this exact sentiment flattering rather than calculating—sent a chill through me.
"I'm already stopping traffic quite effectively on my own," I countered lightly. "But I appreciate the vote of confidence."
Before he could respond, I excused myself to handle a final detail with the catering staff. As I crossed the room, I felt his eyes following me—not with frustration at my continued resistance, but with increased determination. My strategy of maintaining distance was having the opposite effect I'd intended; rather than discouraging his pursuit, it was intensifying it.
I would need to adjust my approach.
The following morning, I left for the Blackwood Hotel's planning retreat—a genuine commitment, though one I'd specifically scheduled to conflict with the Hayes' Hamptons invitation. For three days, I worked with James and his executive team at his upstate property, developing concepts for the hotel's winter programming and expansion plans.
The estate was beautiful—a modernist structure of glass and stone overlooking a private lake, surrounded by woods just beginning to show autumn colors. The setting provided a peaceful counterpoint to the intensity of the past weeks, allowing me to think clearly about my next moves.
On the final evening, after the other team members had returned to the city, James invited me to dinner on the terrace. The night was cool but not cold, the sky clear and filled with stars rarely visible in Manhattan.
"You've been distracted," he observed as we finished our meal. "Even while presenting brilliant concepts."
I smiled slightly. "Is it that obvious?"
"Only to someone paying attention." He refilled my wine glass. "The Hayes Foundation gala was a success, I hear."
"Professionally, yes," I acknowledged. "Personally... complicated."
"Victoria Hayes has that effect on most people," he said dryly. "She's built her life around advancing family interests. Anyone in their orbit is evaluated primarily for usefulness."
"Including you?" I asked, curious about their history.
He considered this. "There was a time when the Hayes family and I had overlapping business interests. Richard attempted to acquire my first hotel when I was expanding—not as a partnership, but as an absorption. When I declined, they tried less... conventional methods."
"What happened?" I asked, though I suspected I knew. In my previous life, I'd heard rumors about the Hayes firm's aggressive business tactics.
"Let's just say I learned the importance of bulletproof contracts and loyal attorneys," he replied. "Eventually, they moved on to easier targets."
The confirmation of the Hayes family's ruthlessness—something I'd experienced firsthand in my previous life—strengthened my resolve. They hadn't changed; only my awareness had.
"And now?" I asked. "Your companies seem to coexist peacefully."
"Mutual deterrence," he said with a slight smile. "They know I can't be intimidated, and I know they're not worth the energy of ongoing conflict. We maintain professional courtesy and clear boundaries."
"Boundaries," I repeated thoughtfully. "Those seem increasingly difficult to maintain with the Hayes family."
He studied me for a moment. "Ethan's pursuit has become problematic?"
I hesitated, then decided on honesty—or as much honesty as my situation allowed. "His interest seems to intensify with resistance. And now Victoria has taken an active role in... whatever this is."
"That's their pattern," James confirmed. "Challenge becomes obsession. They're unaccustomed to hearing 'no.'"
"I've noticed," I said dryly.
"May I ask a personal question?" When I nodded, he continued. "Why maintain the connection at all? Your business is established enough now that you don't need their patronage."
It was a fair question—one I couldn't answer truthfully without revealing everything. I couldn't explain that I was deliberately keeping close to the people who had destroyed me in another lifetime, positioning them precisely where I needed them for my eventual revenge.
"Professional relationships in this city are interconnected," I said instead. "Cutting ties with the Hayes family would have ripple effects beyond just losing their business."
He nodded, accepting this explanation though I suspected he sensed there was more to it. "Just be careful not to become so focused on managing them that you lose sight of your own path."
His concern touched me more deeply than I wanted to admit. In my previous life, no one had warned me about the Hayes family's manipulations—I'd walked willingly into their web, flattered by their attention and blind to their calculations.
"I know what I'm doing," I assured him, though sometimes I wondered if my focus on revenge was narrowing my vision in this second life just as my naivety had in the first.
"I don't doubt that," he replied. "You're one of the most strategic thinkers I've ever met. Sometimes I wonder where that comes from—you seem to anticipate problems before they arise, as if you've seen the future."
His perception was uncomfortably accurate. I turned the conversation to safer topics—the upcoming winter season, his plans for the hotel chain's expansion, books we'd both read recently. As always with James, conversation flowed easily, ranging from business to philosophy to art without the calculated maneuvering that characterized my interactions with the Hayes circle.
Later, as we walked along the lake shore in the moonlight, he stopped and turned to me. "I've been wanting to do this for months," he said quietly, then leaned in and kissed me.
The kiss was gentle but confident, without the possessive edge that had characterized Ethan's attempts. I found myself responding despite my careful boundaries, my hands moving to his shoulders as the kiss deepened.
When we finally broke apart, I felt disoriented—not just by the kiss itself, but by my reaction to it. In constructing this second life, I'd planned for every contingency except genuine emotion.
"I should apologize," James said, though he didn't look particularly repentant. "But I won't, because I'm not sorry."
I laughed softly. "Neither am I, which is... unexpected."
"Unexpected good or unexpected bad?" he asked, his hands still resting lightly on my waist.
"Just unexpected," I replied honestly. "I've been focused on building my business, not... this."
"This doesn't have to compete with that," he said. "I admire your ambition and independence. I'm not looking to change or control you, Olivia."
The simple statement—so different from Ethan's possessive pursuit—made me realize how accustomed I'd become to calculating every interaction, analyzing every relationship for potential threats or advantages. With James, I found myself wanting to simply be present, to experience connection without strategy.
But my path was set. My purpose in this second life was clear. Romance—genuine romance, not the strategic relationship I'd planned with Ethan—was a complication I hadn't accounted for.
"I need time," I said finally. "This is... significant. For both of us."
He nodded, respecting my boundaries without pushing. "I've waited this long. I can be patient."
We returned to the house in comfortable silence, his hand occasionally brushing mine—a point of contact that felt more intimate than any of Ethan's deliberate touches ever had.
The next morning, as we drove back to the city, James maintained the easy professionalism that had characterized our relationship before the kiss, neither pushing for more nor pretending nothing had changed. It was a courtesy I appreciated—space to process my unexpected feelings without pressure.
Upon returning to Manhattan, I found multiple messages from both Ethan and Mia. Ethan's expressed disappointment at my absence from the Hamptons gathering and suggested dinner that evening to "discuss an opportunity." Mia's mentioned running into Ethan at an art opening and learning about a potential museum project she thought we could "collaborate on."
The coordination of their outreach confirmed my suspicions about their developing alliance. In my previous life, I'd been oblivious to their connection until it was too late. This time, I was tracking every interaction, every "coincidence," building a map of their relationship.
I responded to Ethan first, declining dinner but suggesting lunch later in the week—a public setting with time constraints that would prevent any intimate overtures. To Mia, I sent a brief message expressing interest in hearing about the museum project but noting my schedule was full for the next two weeks.
Control of access was essential to my strategy—keeping them engaged enough to advance my plan while maintaining sufficient distance to protect myself from manipulation.
The following day, I met with a potential new client—the Sinclair Group, a luxury real estate developer planning a series of high-profile property launches. Their CEO, Rebecca Sinclair, was known for her exacting standards and innovative vision.
"Your work for the museum centennial caught my attention," she said as we discussed their needs. "You transformed a traditional institution without sacrificing its essence. That's precisely what we need for our properties—events that honor architectural heritage while showcasing modern luxury."
As we delved into specifics, I realized the Sinclair Group represented an opportunity to diversify my client base beyond the Hayes sphere of influence—a strategic move I hadn't made in my previous life, where I'd become increasingly dependent on connections through Ethan.
"There's one complication," Rebecca mentioned as our meeting concluded. "We're currently involved in a zoning dispute with Hayes Development—Richard's side project, not the main law firm. I understand you have a working relationship with the Hayes family."
"I've handled events for them," I acknowledged carefully. "But my business relationships remain separate and confidential. I don't discuss clients with other clients."
She nodded, satisfied. "Good. Because if this goes well, we'd like to establish an ongoing partnership for all our properties, nationwide."
The opportunity was significant—financially lucrative and strategically valuable for establishing independence from the Hayes influence. I accepted immediately, knowing it would likely create tension but calculating that the benefits outweighed the risks.
My lunch with Ethan later that week proved more challenging than anticipated. He arrived at the restaurant looking particularly handsome and immediately took control of the interaction, ordering for both of us despite my protests and steering the conversation toward personal rather than professional topics.
"You've been avoiding me," he said directly as our first course arrived. "The question is why."
"I've been busy," I replied. "My business is expanding rapidly."
"So I've heard. The Sinclair Group is your newest client?" His tone was casual, but his eyes were sharp. "Interesting choice, given their current legal issues with my father's development company."
The fact that he already knew about my new client—a meeting that had occurred just days ago—confirmed my suspicions about how closely he monitored my activities.
"I wasn't aware of any conflict," I lied smoothly. "The Sinclair Group approached me based on my museum work. Their projects are architecturally significant."
"Of course," he nodded, though his expression suggested he didn't believe me. "Just be careful. Rebecca Sinclair has a reputation for using people to advance her interests."
The irony of this warning—coming from a man who had used and discarded me in another lifetime—was almost laughable.