After she was done cooking, Arabella looked at Rowan who was looking at her while standing at the entrance of the kitchen. Smiling at him, she scanned his face, his face was somewhat changed. She felt that he was hiding something from her but she didn't want to ask it from him. Ignoring her thoughts completely, she walked towards him and looked up at his face.

"You can eat now," she muttered.


He watched her face for a while and nodded at her as he walked past her and looked at the soup she made. Then he simply took a spoon and tasted it before looking at her with a frown. Her heart skipped a beat with nervousness as he looked at her. She bit her lower lip, she made it good right? It's tasty.. Isn't it? Countless questions surged into her mind seeing him. She didn't know what was the reason for his expression.

"Is it bad?" she walked towards him and asked.

"Nope. delicious" he chuckled and pinched her cheek making her heartbeat go wild. Arabella hit his stomach because he acted as if her food was disgusting. Then she walked out of the kitchen and took off the cardigan she was wearing.


Then hearing a sound, she walked towards the main door of the house and opened it. Her heart tightened, seeing the man in front of her. He looked at her with hurt filled eyes and scanned her body. Without letting him watch her, she took a few steps back into the house wanting to go to Rowan.

"Arabella.. Come. don't be with him" her hand was grabbed by Lucien as she tried to walk in. He tightened the grip he had around her hand and pulled her to him.


"Ahh.." She unintentionally cried from pain as he grabbed her arm. His touch hurt her, she tried to break free from his arm but she couldn't do it because of his strength. Looking at his face, she saw the dangerousness in his face. His face had grown dark and he was looking at her as if he was going to punish her in the next second.

"Let her go! Lucien.. Didn't I ask you to stay the fuck away from her?" Rowan came and gripped Lucien's arm as he removed it from her arm without letting her get hurt. Arabella didn't miss the way he clenched his jaws looking at Lucien. He was furious…

"Why do I have to stay away from her? Huh? She was mine! You should be the one who stays away from her. Fucking loser!" Lucien mocked, looking at Rowan's face.

Arabella felt a headache seeing them, she was so tired of seeing them fighting over her. Lowering her head, she forced her tears back. She didn't know how to get away from this painful life. She just wanted to die as soon as possible so no one would fight.

"Lucien.. Please leave. I'm with him and you can't stop it" she muttered, betraying her heart. Even though she swore to herself that she would forget him and stop loving him, it was just so hard for her to forget all those years which they spent together loving each other but now she was really tired of him.

"Shut your fucking mouth! Fucking lair! I should have just ripped your damn head at once" her heart bled hearing him. Rip her head? For what? She hasn't done anything wrong to him! It was him who did everything to her and now he's trying to make her lose Rowan too. Tears rolled down from her eyes and she lowered her head.

At the same time, she heard someone getting punched with a painful groan. She raised her head and looked at Rowan who was grabbing Lucien's collar as he punched him. She closed her eyes helplessly, it was obvious that Lucien would never let her live a peaceful life even with another man. Wiping her tears, she took her cardigan and wore it again as she walked towards Rowan who had a furious expression on his face.

"Hitting him won't work, Rowan. I'm leaving, I'm sorry for causing you so many troubles. From now on we will keep our distance from each other" she smiled at him and uttered. As she said that, his eyes grew dark and his face went pale. He watched her for a while and pushed Lucien away.

"No! Be with me.. Please!" taking her hand, he muttered. His eyes turned red and his voice was also broken. She knew that he loved her but the thing she was doing was unfair. She was just giving him hopes, she can't do it. She's going to die soon so she couldn't make him suffer too.

"Remember what I promised you?" she asked him. Without answering her, he lowered his head and waited for a while before looking at Lucien who was watching them with a smirk. Then he smiled at her forcefully and nodded before letting go of her hand.

"Please don't bother us again Lucien. You want me to not be with him right? Okay I won't. Now let me live peacefully" looking at Lucien's face, she muttered before walking out of the house without even looking back at Rowan. She felt so bad for him, because of her, he's also getting hurt.

Wiping her tears, she hugged herself and walked through the path as she arrived at her house. Without talking to anyone, she went upstairs and entered her room as he sat on the bed and buried her face against her palms. She was hurt, she remembered the look Rowan had on his eyes when she said that. Forcing her thoughts back, she sighed and got up from the bed. Touching the back of her head, she tried to find the wound on her head but she couldn't feel anything. Not even a scar, suddenly, she felt something. Her body was not as weak as before and also after getting injured, her wolf had healed her in a short time.

She walked into the washroom and looked at herself through the mirror, she was helpless. She didn't know what to do. She tried for two years to win him back but he didn't even give her a chance but now when she tries to move on, he's coming after her. It's okay if he just came after her but he's just simply hurting her both physically and mentally.

Suddenly, she heard the sound of the door opening and she walked out of the washroom to see who entered the room. Then her whole body froze seeing Lucien who was in her room. she took a few steps back, she just wanted to stay away from him but why is he coming after after as if he was a ghost?

"What.. are you doing here? Please leave!" she forced my words out but he just simply chuckled and stepped closer to her before grabbing her from her arm and throwing onto the bed. Then he took off his shirt and climbed on the bed.

her heart was covered with fear seeing him, what is he going to do ? Is he going to rape me? She asked herself. Her body trembled, she had experienced how heartless he was when he had sex with her two years ago. He just simply hurt her with everything he had. No! she doesn't want him to do that to her again. she doesn't want to feel that same pain.

"Don't touch me Lucien.. If you do this I will never forgive you!" she said as she tried to break free from him. He looked into her eyes, then smirked at her in a cruel manner before tearing my clothes.

"Please don't… I beg you" she cried and struggled but he didn't stop, he just simply tore her clothes and pinned her hands above as he moved closer to her and bit her shoulder so hard. she cried because of the pain but he immediately stopped it and looked at his shoulder while clenching his jaws.

He was hurt right? Yes, he was. He has so many reasons to believe that they are mates but yet he's thinking she's his mate but now she doesn't want to. she really doesn't want to get together with him again. If she did that, it would be unfair to herself.

"Leave.. I hate you!" Pushing him away, she covered my body with the quilt as she yelled at him. Then he watched her with wide eyes and caught her chin as he gripped it tightly.

"Hate me? I don't give a fuck about your hatred Arabella. If you dare to get closer to him again… I will kill both of you. You know me!" he whispered angrily and then he threw her face and got up from the bed.

"Dirty whore" with that he wore his shirt and simply walked out of her room breaking her heart completely.