Lucifer

　　I sat on my bed, sighing when I heard the front door close.


　　God, I fucking missed her. Her scent filled my room, driving me insane.

　　But whatever we had, went too far.

　　She started sinking deeper into my world and I knew that if I didn't stop her,


　　She'd get hurt.

　　It's not like I couldn't protect her. God knows I could. But she would have found out the truth.


　　Running my hand over my face, I pulled out my phone and texted Melissa.

　　She was just another girl I'd chosen randomly to be by my side.

　　Just to keep Blair away. I needed her to hate me. To think that I've become a monster.

　　I chuckled darkly when I realized the obvious truth.

　　I am a monster. A monster that takes lives and gets what he wants.

　　Telling Melissa that we would be leaving for the Amusement Park soon, I took a shower.

　　The water was cold, burning my skin as it came into contact.

　　I couldn't stop thinking about her. The way her body felt against mine after so long,

　　Was absolute magic.

　　I sighed angrily, punching the wall.

　　Why the fuck could I never be normal? When will all of this bullshit end?

　　Finishing up, I put on my clothes and walked outside. I headed for the stairs and to my suprise,

　　Blair was heading there too.

　　"No elevator?" I asked, walking behind her.

　　She glanced over her shoulder at me and rolled her eyes before looking straight ahead.

　　I couldn't help but notice the similarity between our outfits.

　　The colours fell into place perfectly and I rolled my eyes at my own nonsensical thoughts.

　　Shut the fuck up, Lucifer.

　　I took my phone out of my pocket and plugged in my earplugs.

　　Blasting music, I walked past her and started jogging down the stairs.

　　I knew that her eyes were on me, making a slight smirk appear on my face.

　　Shaking my head, I was down the stairs in no time. But as a habit that I've picked up,

　　I waited at the bottom of the stairs to make sure that she got down safely.

　　When the fuck did I get this soft? I don't know.

　　But I do know that it's only for her.

　　When I heard her footsteps coming, I walked away from the stairway and out of the door.

　　Outside was quite sunny today, a perfect day to go out.

　　Looking over at my car, I saw Melissa leaning against it, fixing her fucked up face.

　　It looked like a cake, if the cake had been eaten and puked back out.

　　Walking over to her with an emotionless face, she smiled at me flirtatiously.

　　I gagged internally. I was tired of girls' monotonous flirting to get my attention.

　　It made me sick.

　　"Hey, Baby." She said, standing infront of me and wrapping her arms around my neck.

　　I leaned against my car, not touching her as I stared back at her coldly.

　　"Hello. Melissa." I greeted her nonchalantly.

　　She giggled. It sounded like fingernails scraping against a chalkboard.

　　She reached up and kissed my jaw, then her lips trailed down to my neck.

　　In the corner of my eyes, I watched as Blair walked by. The look on her face was enough for me to feel and pang in my heart.

　　It was a mix of hurt and disappointment. All I wanted to do was grab her and kiss her.

　　But I refrained and focused back on Melissa, who now had my index and middle finger in her mouth.

　　I curled them in her mouth and brought her face closer to mine.

　　Kissing her jaw, I then moved my lips to her ear. She let out a soft giggle and I rolled my eyes.

　　"That's gross." I said, pointing to her mouth.

　　She looked taken aback. Like someone had shot her. I rolled my eyes again and walked over to Blair.

　　She was leaning against Aiden's car, looking down at her phone.

　　The reason I know Aiden is because, I was at a bar ready to kill him, when he mentioned Blair's name.

　　He ranted about how much he loved having her in his bed.

　　I picture myself shooting him everytime I see him. But I don't.

　　He's my only other option if I ever want to speak to Blair again.

　　When I reached her, she looked up shortly and rolled her pretty eyes at me.

　　These were the little things that I missed about her. Truth is,

　　I had fallen in love with this girl. She had become my obsession.

　　But in my dark, complicated world, love doesn't exist. Those who have love, will always end up dead.

　　Running a hand through my hair, I remembered the night I asked her to be mine.

　　That was the only time in my life that I've ever felt happiness.

　　Turns out, it wasn't a rival gang that shot me that night.

　　It was none other than one of my own men.

　　I was so angry. I killed him, his wife, his children and the rest of fucking family.

　　The entire time, she was on my mind. Had he missed, she could've gotten hit.

　　I couldn't risk that anymore. So I scared her off. Just so that I could take out any possible threats.

　　And I did. But in the end, I want nothing more,

　　Than to have her back.

　　I sat on the hood of the car, next to her. She glanced at me briefly before looking back at her phone.

　　"Done Mouth Fucking Melissa?" She asked and I chuckled.

　　"Jealous?" I said, looking over at her.

　　"Uh-huh." She said sarcastically, brushing a piece of hair out of her face and I looked down at her fingers.

　　Wrapped around her pinky finger,

　　Was the same ring I had given her years ago.

　　I smiled internally, getting up and walking back over to my car.

　　I had a plan.