Landons POV

'Treat me with respect from now on, you dirty little slut." I said, before letting go of her neck and throwing her head backwards.


'I hate you, Landon."Her voice was still not back, but as usual, her rage always gets the better of her. 'With everything in me, I do."

'I know that." I replied, smiling to her utmost annoyance and irritation.

'You're just a bastard with very little self esteem and a small dick to go with it." She continued to hurl all sorts of insults that crossed her mind. 'You should not be allowed to live, you are not fit to be among us." She continued, feeding with eyes with her hysteria.


'You are as dirty and twisted as I am you slut!" I shut her up. My fists were clenched and ready for action.

'I'm your Luna and I only want to be referred to as that outside my own name." She responded with anger all over her face.


'The Luna who still has sex with her beta ex? You know how nice that would sound on the lips of every pack member, young and old." I gave her a harsh reminder of the gravity of what she is doing.

'And how about the beta who keep sleeping with the alpha's mate?" She shot back. 'Do you know how many pieces of your body would be cut and fed to you right before Vance ends you?"

Then everywhere fell silent. We both were on the same page and had come to terms with the fact that we were committing the same amount of vice and better just have both our mouths shut.

'Speaking of which, why did you storm in here angry?" I asked her, breaking the ice.

'Vance and I had a clash." She replied. 'Which I kinda none of your business." She added, sassily.

'It is." I replied to her. 'You are my mate, always will be, he's just lending you for as long as we let him. We are back together now, as you know, so whatever affects the chances …affects you, affects me." I said, almost slipping.

'Affects what, Landon?!" She barked, her foul mood resurfacing.

'Affects our chances at being Alpha and Luna." I said boldly.

'Oh!" I saw the sarcasm coming. 'I am already Luna, you can figure out your destiny on your own, you know, as you've always done." She replied me, crossing her legs to show defiance.

'You are going to help me, Dia." I said to her, as a matter of fact. ' You are going to help me because you've spent just three months with Vance and you are already as miserable as you currently look, always coming back to me. I'm not your emotional support animal, I want you, and I want the throne. Both if you are mine and I will have both of you." I did not realise I had held her chin in my hands while I got carried away with what I was saying and she was already out of breath.

'I'm choking." She said.

'Sorry." I felt a little ashamed for losing control. 'And, if you ever dare have whatsoever relations with the gamma, I would personally make sure you are cold before all the blood leaves your clit and you can process what's happening." I threatened.

She gave a very nasty ‘I dare you' chuckle and looked away.

'Oh." I said, feigning shock. 'You can, dare me." I closed the distance between us both and moved closer to her silly little pretty looking face.

I hate how she is my sickness and medicine, my poison and antidote all in one. I hate more that she knows it and is always ready to exploit it at every chance.

'Are you happy with him?" I asked her, hoping with the brief silence has gone most of her anger and resentment towards me and what I said.

'No." She replied very succinctly.

'So why are you refusing to do this?" I asked right after.

'...I'm not happy with you either." She continued.

'As true as that may be, you were not running around like some silly little thing when we were together." I defended.

'I was." She said. 'How do you think I got Vance?" She smiled very provocatively.

'I don't care Nadia." I dismissed her saltiness, falling to her feet on my knees. 'You are my Luna, you will continue to to be my Luna either ways. I love you and I don't want to lose you to anybody, especially not Vance." I begged her.

'Is your problem seeing me with Vance, or losing me at all?" She asked. I knew to answer properly.

'It's losing the love of my life, that is my problem." I replied to her.

Her fists were clenched and bunched plunder her breasts, somewhere in between her breasts and stomach.

'Touch me baby." I said to her. 'I'm tired of defending myself from everything, you inclusive."

'I hate you Landon." She put her hands around my neck and said.

'I know." I managed to reply, choking.

'I want to make you feel everything you ever did to me." She continued.

'I know, Baby. I was wrong." I managed to cough again.

'Is it such a bad to love you and want to be with you?" She asked, near tears.

'No." I was relying like a little puppy. I could feel my eyes were about to pop out if their sockets, the veins in my head were clearly obvious.

'Why do you keep treating me like trash?" I could feel her tears now falling to my face, her voice was broken completely and her only strength were in the hands she used to grip my neck tightly.

'I have no excuse baby. I'm just a horrible man." I replied. 'I don't deserve a chance at life, I don't deserve you, I don't deserve Talia, I don't deserve to be beta, never deserved being an alpha." Her hands started losing grip. I was getting slightly emotional too.

'Don't say all that." She said in a very low tone, almost a whisper, before letting go off me.

'I love you, Landon. ' She said.

'I love you too, Dia." I confessed.