Vance's POV

'Hmm" Nadia hums against my ear in such a sexy low tone.


Her moist sex exhales fall on my bare skin.

We were just talking about how we have to find a way to clean up the mess that we, I, had created. To appease the mother of the child whose head I tore off his body, albeit rashly.

'Come on." Nadia has slung her straight sexy leg across my body and is already loving in a suggestive rhythm.


If we have absolutely nothing else in common, our love for good sex absolutely makes up for the rest of our differences. It has to be a mutual favorite for us both.

'Tell me you love me." She says in a low sensual voice which instantly rids me of all my defense and common sense.


As her hands travel up and down my girth, I feel all the blood in my head rush down below. I have not been touched like this in a very very long while.

'Is this why we have had nothing but cranky Alex all the while?" Alex, the bastard I call my wolf says. I would have burst into laughter if all the blood in my body was still where it was supposed to be.

'Fuck off you bastard." I say casually through our mindlink. Nadia was leading me down the road to euphoria and I was not going to let him ruin it for me.

As I begin to feel discomfort due to the pressure my swollen member was exacting on my girth, my hands unconsciously travel down to ease myself of the suspenseful feeling as I had been doing in the past few months, the months that led up to the end of my marriage to Talia.

Nadia stops my hand just as soon as I am about to grab myself. She secures both my hands firmly behind me. I like this energy.

'You still haven't said anything." She's staring at me, her eyes at my balls level.

Her position makes me feel both dominant and subdued at the same time.

I'm hard and dripping, contractions making me unstable and wild with desire.

Yes, want and desire for Nadia. I never thought I would see a day like this. A day when Nadia would make me feel the way she's doing right now.

I'm spilling all over her face, unapologetically. She puts out her tongue, lapping some up in a very sensual way.

'Wh..wha…what do you want?" I asked her. My voice is unstable, I wasn't expecting otherwise.

'I could ease what you're feeling." She's peering directly into my soul. Her gaze becomes clearer as she takes a step backwards, making me feel cold, stupid and unattended to. 'Just say what you have to say." She continued. 'Come on!" She said, prodding lightly.

'Nadia!..." I say out of frustration from unease tension.

'Nah, nah. That's not going to work." Her dead ass expression backing her words up. 'I'm in control now. You're going to have to do what I want you to."

She crowns what she says by stepping a little closer and kissing me down below. Arghh.

'Don't do this!" I said to her.

'Oh," She starts sarcastically, 'am I about to hear the Alpha confess his love to me?"

'Nadia," I say. What she said almost evokes a wild laugh from me. But it would be very weird and uncomfortable if I burst out in laughter with how we both are feeling.

'It really should not be that hard." She begins to sound hurt. 'And to be honest, you could actually fake it for this moment, I never thought you would ever love me, not in this life, nor in the next." She drops my hands and throws her clothes on, leaving me.

What just happened?

It almost felt like I was about to have the best sex since what Talia and I had for at least two years after our wedding.

All moments like this do is just remind me of how both powerful and vulnerable I am, always have been, and always will be.

I threw my clothes on regardless. It would be dumb to head to the bedroom in pursuit of Nadia.

'Fuck!" I yelled out loud, banging the closest piece of furniture to me, splitting the poor thing jaggedly in two unequal halves.

As the blood streams down, from my fist to my arm, it reminds me of that horrible night…

As a pup with an alpha blood back then in Moonstone, it was both blissful and euphoric. The most protected and watched after members of the pack until on this fateful day…

I had just finished playing around for lack of better things to do, my young mind and body were always all over the place.

'Mom, mom!" I called out after breaking into the pack house like a thief, noticing everywhere was unusually quiet and deserted.

Loud clashes of pans and pots in the kitchen immediately drew my attention and saw me run, my heels nearly touching the back of my head.

'What is going on?" I demanded, seeing the then beta locked in the legs of my mom.

I was still a kid, haven't gotten my wolf and should have known next to nothing about sex, but that wasn't the case as I've run into the gamma being locked in such position by palace maids and visitors to the pack house.

I knew he stopped liking me, hated me in fact after I caught him ramming into my favourite maid from behind and reported him to my dad, the then alpha, for ‘making Aunt Thresha scream' in the kitchen store.

My dad who immediately went and still caught them in the act warned him and fired Thresha, after which I got angry with my dad for taking away the one maid I loved.

'Mommy?" I called out again as they were both quiet and staring, looking like statues or inanimate objects.

'Get out!" The beta screamed me off like a little piece of trash, something he dared not try under normal circumstances.

I immediately ran out of the house in search for everyone else who should normally be around.

'Vance, Vance!" I heard the then Luna, my mom, call after me.

Mad with rage and fuelled by the annoyance and irritation of the beta screaming at me, I kept running away till I could hear her scream no more before collapsing on the dirty floor.

Then it struck me…

Mom could have been calling out for help.

I ran back as fast as I could, carelessly running and paying no attention to how rough the terrain was.