Revenge had swallowed my pride and I want to crush her so badly like she can't stand by her own feet anymore. Yes, I wanted to succeed - to win over her heart and then crush her into a million pieces. In the end, I did whatever I had planned for her and left her.

Almost one year, I busied myself with my business and project work. I travelled to many places to visit my clients and put hard effort to gain their trust. No girls crossed my path; I didn't give any attention to them because they were just like a used paper needed to treat like trash.


Within two years I earned a good name in society and felt so proud it like I reached heaven just jumping out of the earth. Day by day my company growth has been increased and I became one of the most popular businesses men in the world.

Most of the clients approached me and bound to work with me. I got whatever I want simply sitting from the chair. Magazines, newspapers were sung my pride and girls were started to chasing after me like a maniac.

Somehow I felt empty inside.


After that, I started to date different kinds of models to get rid of the emptiness I had in my heart. But that doesn't even help me instead it brought the memories of us back in college as how happy we were.

I missed her...


Whenever I tried to kiss them or take them in my bed, her face reflected through them and I gave up. I had several sleepless nights and restless days; the memory of us filled in my heart and it refused to beat normally.

Finally, Chole Flyer, my so-called girlfriend claimed me a father of her unborn baby. I know the baby is not mine because I didn't engage with anyone after her.

I felt betrayed and cheated. Anger overwhelmed my body and I filed a case on her. When she said the baby was not mine, I let her go just for the sake of her baby.

Everyone is the same. They were behind me because of my money except her - my girl, Riya. She is my precious gem, 24-carat gold full of pure soul and spirit but I didn't realize it until two years ago.

My heart longed to see her beautiful face again and again but my ego didn't accept the fact that I still want her in my life.

Her face still has an effect on me since the day when I left her on the spot.

She was in a horrible situation, her eyes were puffy, nose was pink and her face turned into a shade of red, not to mention her heart that was broken into pieces just because of me, my betrayal.

At first, I thought by dragging her life into miserable I can take my revenge but I realized my mistakes, but it is too late.

When she slapped me in front of everyone just because of one damn kiss, I vowed that I will break her down. Because she was the first girl who rejected me in the first place. I felt ashamed and I wanted to take avenge for that.

I earned her trust and love and to my surprise, she gave up so easily everything to me but the time I had with her is awesome and I knew it was just crap that I was playing to make her fall into my trap, to make her believe that I was madly in love with her.

But I wasn't aware of the truth that I was pretending to myself, not to my love. My love for her is true. It took me 3 years to convince myself that I was madly in love with her and still in love with her.

If only I had let go of my pride, she would be in my arms now. But I ruined everything. I was blinded by the revenge that I forget who I had been hurting.

I forgot to smile, I forgot to eat, I forgot to function even my brain is not helping. Totally I became a machine that is full of covered by human flesh and rotten heart.

After that, I didn't make any commitments to any woman. Some people said I am gay, but I don't care what other people think about me after all I am a loser now. My life is totally sucked up.

Every night I used to have a dream about her that she was back into my arms. I fall asleep having her in my arms and will wake up by seeing her heart-warming smile when she's trying to waking me up by planting a sweet kiss on my forehead and kept saying I love you but it's was just my dream that my mind tricked me to survive in my dark Disney world.

That's how I lived my life for the past years, a man in the imaginary world.

Her laughs, her angelic voice, her funny face, her cooking, her pouty lips were my favourite part that she drew into her face to please me whenever I was mad. Everything in her was so cute but I lost it.

Now my life is such a plain paper and I don't want to rewrite anything with false hope because I ruined everything.

She used to tell me about forgiving my parents and give them a chance. I didn't consider her words before but now I wanted to. So, I did it for her sake and my luck, I met her in my dad's office which is officially mine to call now.

Happiness overwhelmed my heart when the moment I set my eyes on her, I heard my heartbeat increasing rapidly against my rib cage calling for her, begging me to hold her in my arms and don't want to leave her ever again.

She is so beautiful and has changed a lot. She is a very mature well-grown woman now, not a silly girl I used to know over a year ago. Her curvy body was evidence of her change.

When I claimed her lips in my office, I went to heaven. Her taste is still the same like Vanilla and I want more. I want more of her - her everything. Both my body and heart is craving for her.