Levi sighed and rubbed his temple. 'I don't know. I've already brought in all the security guards I could find. Nico's right. None of them can take his place."
'Maybe we can bring in some guys from the Terranova family. If my safety is in question, I should bring in my own people. I don't want to complicate your life… or Geneva's."
'No," Levi replied. 'You should go home, and if you absolutely insist on doing this now, I'll send you and Geneva to another location."
'I'll have to tell my father about this. Whatever other location we pick will also have to be defended. It might be easier to stay here."
Levi sighed again. 'You're right. I'm grasping at straws. Damn it! I wish Nico was still on his feet. We really need him."
'Is he really that good?" Charles asked.
'He's the best. He's a beast."
Charles glanced over at me and put his arm around me again. 'Let's get out of here. You don't want to hang around here."
'I want to stay here and…" I jumped when another, even more brutal, roar of pain came from inside the room. It didn't stop this time. It kept going on and on, and Nico's voice cracked with broken agony.
My throat tightened. I shouldn't be out here. I should be in there doing… something.
'Come on, Princess," Levi told me. 'Let the medical team do their work. It's almost dinnertime anyway. You and Charles and I can talk in the dining room."
Charles slipped his hand into mine. 'Come with me. We can go take another walk outside to take your mind off all this."
'No!" I shook his hand off and took off down the hall. I didn't want to go anywhere with Charles or anyone else.
If I couldn't wait outside Nico's bedroom, I didn't want to see anybody else.
None of these people blamed me for what happened to Nico. He wouldn't blame me, either. I already knew that, but I couldn't stop blaming myself.
Nico did his job. Nico always did his job. He was always, always there, especially when I needed him. I never had to question whether he would be there to stand between me and any threat. He did it at the funeral. He would always do it, but he couldn't do it now that he was hurt.
I went back to my bedroom and shut the door. No one would bother me in here. I could finally relax and think, but when I did, I found my thoughts wandering.
Night started falling out on the grounds. My bedroom balcony looked out over the paths and bushes and trees where I walked with Charles just a little while ago.
My stomach clenched when I thought about all the wild things we did out there. I ached to kiss him again… and to feel him touching me like that.
He kissed me and touched me like no one else… except Levi. Their kisses tasted so different. Their bodies felt different, and yet they both excited me in different ways.
I shouldn't get this turned on thinking about two different guys, but my own overwhelming hunger for both of them only fed into itself more and more.
I really must be wicked to want this so much. First, I fooled around with a man twice my age. Levi was practically my uncle. I shouldn't even be thinking about him that way, but I was. Oh, God, I sure was!
He always fascinated me, even when I was a kid. I didn't understand why back then. Now I had to fight to keep my hands off him. He kept making it so much worse by hugging me and kissing me on the head.
Even him calling me princess all the time turned me on. I was always his princess, and I always would be. Making out with him only attracted me to him more until I couldn't stand it.
I didn't actually do it with him, but I sure wanted to. I almost did. I would have if he didn't stop me in time.
I should go down to his office right now. I should be helping him deal with the security breach, but I didn't trust myself not to rip his clothes off if I ever got into the same room with him.
His prick throbbing hard in my hand… the deep, pulsating sensation of his shaft stroking my slit… his chest and stomach contracting when I touched his skin… Everything about him turned me on.
Charles only fanned the flames ignited by making out with Levi. I could never let Charles find out about what I did with Levi.
I came so close to losing my virginity in Levi's office. I almost let him fuck me on his desk. God, what a whore I was turning out to be!
Charles's voice kept whispering in my ear. Let him watch. Do you want me to fuck you right here in front of him? You want to show off for Levi? Do you want him to watch me fuck you right here against this tree? You want him to see how turned on you are, don't you?
Those words wouldn't leave me alone. I turned away from the balcony, trying to clear my head, but my body betrayed me.
I pulled back the covers and slipped into bed. I shut my eyes, and all those sensations exploded in my mind.
He kept murmuring into my brain.You want him to see me touching you… and fingering you… and turning you on like this. Don't you? You want him to see you begging me for it.
I felt Charles driving between my legs. I felt his tongue in my mouth… and then I imagined Levi watching from his office window.
I couldn't contain this rising need. I pulled the covers over my head, but the darkness only made those sensations stronger.
I kicked off the covers and got up to change into my pajamas. I crossed to the dresser, but when I took off my blouse, I noticed myself in the mirror.
I turned from one side to the other, studying myself in my bra and panties. Was I attractive enough to catch both Levi's and Charles's interest? They both sure acted like it.
Then I remembered Charles touching me in the forest. I couldn't stop myself. I squeezed my own breast, and my eyes sank shut remembering how intoxicatingly blissful it felt. My pussy bubbled with hot juice thinking about him rubbing me between my legs.
I went back to the bed and stretched out on it. I looked up at the ceiling, but both of their faces hovered before my eyes. They kept switching from one to the other and melding into one person.
Their eyes drove me wild, and I slipped my fingers inside my panties. I was soaking wet, and all my inner tissues quivered with aching desire.
You want him to see me touching you… and fingering you… and turning you on like this. Don't you? You want him to see you begging me for it.
I rubbed my clit faster remembering Charles lying on top of me in the leaves. He pinned my wrists down. He worked his cock between my legs just like I was a craven little whore who wanted to take him right there on the ground.
Levi's long, hard, cruel cock stroked past my clit, making me sob with desperate hunger. His veins forked my pussy lips aside to lay my cunt bare for him to fuck.
Do you want him to watch me fuck you right here against this tree? You want him to see how turned on you are, don't you?
Charles drove me against the tree. He would spread my legs and drive into me standing before him like an animal in heat. He would turn me backward and push me against the tree while he pulled down my pants from behind.
Levi would push me face down on his desk. He would pierce me from behind and fuck me hard against my ass.
I turned my face into the pillow, circling my clit faster. Fuck, they made me so unbelievably hot! I wanted them both right now. I wanted them to fuck me and make me scream. I wanted them to make me beg for it because I wanted it so bad.
I was wicked. I was overflowing with lust and insatiable desire. I was an animal exactly like they said. Even if they didn't say, I knew it in my heart. Only an animal and a whore would want it this way.
There's a security guard posted on the wall over there. Do you want him to watch me fuck you right here against this tree? Spread your legs for me, and show me how much you want it.
My pleasure and desire spiked off the charts thinking about the security guards watching Charles fuck me. They would all see me on my hands and knees while he drilled me nice and hard.
I rubbed faster and arched my back. I pinched my own nipples through my bra as a rising climax threatened to overtake me.
Say you want me to show you off to all these guys. Does that turn you on? You want all these guys to see how hot and wet you are for me?
Yes! Oh, yes.It turned me on so much to think of showing off for anyone who wanted to watch. These fantasies were so wicked and forbidden that they completely freed me to accept how much they turned me on.
I couldn't take it any longer. I thrust my other hand down my panties and slipped my fingers inside my swollen channel while I kept driving myself into outer space by teasing my clit.
My glazed eyes drifted open. The estate outside my window had fallen into darkness, and the minute I opened my eyes, I saw a face beyond the window. I imagined a stranger standing at the window watching me pleasure myself, and I exploded in the greatest orgasm of my life.
I bit back the urge to scream so no one heard me as I crashed into delirious pleasure unlike anything I ever dreamed of.