Kellan
I have been sitting outside my place, in my car, for the last twenty minutes. I am nervous about going in because Elsie is waiting for me. I have been anxious since I declared my love to her, and now, I am freaking the hell out. I meant it; of course, I did, but when those special words are shared, they can change things. I am scared she is expecting more from me, and I don’t know if I have more to give.
Elsie deserves the best of everything, and I am not sure I am enough for her. Yes, she feels the same, but what if I mess it up? Her heart is involved now, and I would never forgive myself if I broke it. I am overthinking, I know I am, but I can’t help it. I need to find the courage and join my girl.

I am learning as I go in my relationship with Elsie because it is all new feelings for me. Even though we are in love with one another, it will take some time for me to adjust and relax. Elsie seems to understand that. I take one last deep breath before climbing out of my car and heading inside.
“Hey, beautiful, I am home,” I call out.
“Yay!” she squeals excitedly.
I chuckle, not quite expecting that reaction from her, but it is sweet. She soon comes prancing through, smiling brightly at me. The second my eyes land on her, my hearts race and I can’t help but smile back.
I reach for her, pulling her close to me, “Hello, sweetheart. You seem in a good mood.” I plant a soft kiss on her lips.
“I am just happy to see you,” she mumbles to my lips.

“Mmm, I missed you too.” I groan, holding her tighter.
Elsie whimpers before pulling back from the kiss.
“I am making dinner, so there is no time for where your mind is going, not until later.” She giggles.
I smirk, “I have no idea what you mean.” I say innocently.

Elsie chuckles and shakes her head at me. She takes my hand in hers, leading me through to my kitchen.
I glance around, trying to work out what she is making because something smells incredible, “What are you cooking, sweetness?”
“Chicken noodle soup and chicken curry with rice. I also made a strawberry cheesecake for after.”
Oh, wow, she has been busy.
“Babe, you should have waited, and I could have helped.” I felt bad she did it all herself.
“No, it is okay. I enjoy cooking. It helps relax me, and I wasn’t doing much else,” she replies.
“Thank you. I can’t wait to dig in. Do I have time for a quick shower?” I wonder aloud.
“Yes, but a quick one,” she says firmly.
“Yes, ma’am.”
I wouldn’t take too long. I am hungry and ready for dinner. I steal a quick kiss before disappearing into my bedroom. I strip down and stroll to the bathroom, hopping into the shower.
I look forward to having dinner with my girl and just relaxing with her.
***
Elsie and I were cleaning up after dinner.
“Elsie, take your glass of wine and sit your ass down. Don’t make me ask you again,” I state firmly.
I have told her twice already, but she hasn’t listened and continued to help me clean.
She shrugs, “I don’t mind helping,”
“You cooked. I clean. Please, go and sit down.”
It took a moment, but she finally did as I asked her. She takes her glass of wine, heading to the living room to sit and wait for me. I didn’t want her tidying up after she had spent hours cooking today. It wouldn’t take long, anyway.
Once I am done, I join Elsie in my living room. She is curled up on the sofa with a blanket around her.
“Are you cold? I can put the heating on,” I suggest.
“I am okay, just like having a blanket. Come join me, baby boy.”
She lifts the cover, patting the spot next to her. I didn’t need to be asked twice. I take my place next to her, and she puts it over me too. She curls into my side, resting her head on my shoulder, and I slip my arm around her shoulder, kissing the top of her head.
“I like coming home to you,” I whisper, stroking her hair.
Elsie glances up at me, “Me too.” She smiles, kissing me softly.
Hopefully, one day, she can move in here with me, or we can find somewhere new together, but one step at a time.
She cuddles back, and we find something to watch. We probably wouldn’t see much of it because we will end up chatting, kissing and then some.
“So, I have a question to ask. I need to head back to London at the end of the month for a few days, and I would really like it if you could come with me?”
It is a few weeks away yet, so hopefully, she can find a way to come with me because the last time sucked.
“I should be able to manage. I would love to travel with you.” She beams.
“I would love that too,” I reply, meeting her excitement.
I am used to travelling alone, so it will be nice to have company. I know a lot of my time there I’ll be working, but I will make time for Elsie and for us to do things.
“Maybe we can take an extra couple of days and have some time away, just us?” she suggests.
“Sounds perfect. We can stay in London or travel to Paris for a couple of days because the flight isn’t far from London.”
Elsie’s entire face lights up, “Oh my God, yes, please. Paris would be amazing.”
“Then Paris it is, my love.” I grin, kissing her.
I haven’t been to Paris in a long time, but sharing it with Elsie is going to be amazing. I don’t think she has been before.
“Yay!” she celebrates.
I will make sure everything is organised soon, including flights and hotels. It would be nice to have a break for a couple of days and not worry about work. I can’t remember the last time I took a proper break.
“You are going to love Paris,” I promise.
“I am sure!” she gushes, kissing my cheek.
I wish she could come travel with me any time I had to leave, but it wouldn’t be possible because she has work and classes. I will take what I can get.